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Monthly Archives: December 2018

On the day after Naomi’s birth, I wrote her a letter for when she is older and ready to understand the battles fought for her. I wrote her the story of what had transpired since she’d been conceived. I told her of the war which had waged over her before she’d taken her first breath. The things I wrote to her shine light on the darkness of my Family’s past, the reasons… Read More

I cannot bring myself even to write what comes next. The pain of loss is so high, and the viciousness of the threats and cannot bring myself even to write what comes next. The pain the manipulation is beyond measure. Only those who have lost their families or closest friends can imagine the brutal feelings of betrayal and loss. No matter how much my dad tried to manipulate me back into his… Read More

The military had a consistent way of dealing with failed Pet Projects. That summer after my senior year in high school, I underwent a complete shutdown of my mind. I was no longer suitable to achieve their orders, so instead, I was washed out. I spent the next few months in and out of the various “specialists.” They were Family Initiated neurologists and technicians who began to wipe out the work I’d… Read More